Pride and Protection

2003-04-02T14:02:00.000-06:00

Mmmmmmm mac and cheese.... ::drool::
anyways... you alive?

maow.

2003-03-21T13:54:00.000-06:00

Almost done with my bellydancing costume.. ^.^ Then to finish my orange suit.... >.<;

YnS stuff, Laura yes.... Tori apologised to the group and came back for a short ammount of time. She dated Ali for a while until Ali was all "You checked out a guy, you're straight. Goodbye"
Tori realizes that she was brainwashed, thank the Goddess. We're finding the friendship we lost when Laura turned on her "charms"
I also found out the funniest thing, Ben and Tori used to date! ::giggles:: It's hilarious, really!

Maow. Have fun ne? ^.^ ::much huggles::

2003-03-21T11:21:00.000-06:00

Yes yes, go do your costumes and enjoy the snow *ducks and runs out of the way of the fist, feet and flying objects*

I hope you get much love from Ben, and I'm glad you have a pertiful laptop. I'm glad my net's back up too....

Drama in YnS... no SHIT. They let Laura back in... that just makes me LAUGH. And Tori too, from what I understand? Whatever... some people ask for the shit to be thrown in their faces, you know? Anyway, I'm going back to enjoying my Spring Break, hehe. Much love, take it easy.

2003-03-20T13:34:00.000-06:00

So YnS didn't go to Anime Oasis... and I guess there's uber ammounts of drama >.<; Ugh. Yuckies. I'm so glad I'm retired.

Glad your net's bak up. I have a fun laptop now, hp pavilion 4240 infact. It's all purdy....:giggles:: I should be sewing, much costmes to do laaaa..... ^.^

2003-03-20T13:25:00.000-06:00

I'm back... the net was down because Tom couldn't be bothered to pay the bill for three weeks. Emmett got us back up and running not all that long ago, woot for him. Spring Break starts tomorrow, but my friend Dustin promised to spend most of the day with me so I won' be on much, if at all. *yawns* Um... that's about it really... I passed all of my classes and I look to be out of there in May, as planned...

Glad to hear you are doing alright. Talk to you soon sweets.

Love always,
Mako

2003-02-25T20:29:00.000-06:00

*laughs* Sounds a bit desperate to me, but hey... bitches are like that.

Thanks for the support. It always means a lot to me.

Just kick me when you want me to post and I will, okay? If you ever want to hear from me, just call and ask me to call you back. I can do that anytime, day or night. I am always here for you, for whatever you may need, because you mean the world to me. I don't care what anyone says, I want you to know this: You are amazing Mina-kun, and I will always hold you in high regard for your truth, beauty and honesty.

My email is stormy_star@mchsi.com, okay? I check it all of the time.

I hope you are well, and I know that the beautiful things you envision and desire will come to you, in time. Relax, do what you have to do, and let the stupid shit slide. I have learned this the hard way, but it got me Emmett back. It will be hard to forge anything so wonderful again, and I wish it wasn't so, but I'm happier being with him, you know?

Take care Mina-kun. I love you.

2003-01-21T19:56:00.000-06:00

::pokes, hugs:: I'm here for you if you need me. You know that, right? I always listen, and I can yell at your not-so-intelligent boyfriend figure. (because he isn't smart enough to realize what a treasure you are.) Remember you're worth tons, okay? Don't let him get you down.

And for the Yume crap, yes...... it's stupid ::grumbles:: but with their ex-pluto. She started this group that is a performance troupe of "everything" myu, anime ect. She's been trying to recruit everyone and their mothers nor Goddess' sake! ::sigh:: >.<;

2003-01-21T18:07:00.000-06:00

*sighs* Shit just keeps getting better and better over here, as you know from reading my LJ post.

It got a lot better today, and I'm not hanging in there all that well.

I hope good things are coming your way, because at least one of us needs to be happy!

*hugs* Take care and I hope to talk to you soon on the phone or on AIM, okay?

Bye bye sweetie.

2003-01-16T22:19:00.000-06:00

Uh, yeah, we have, to say the least. The VERY least. But it's going to get better... or I'm quitting.

Life sucks now, but it will get better, you know this...

Anyway, I don't think there is anything anyone can do but just let life take it's course on this one.. he changes, or I leave.

I'm tired of this constant struggle bullshit.

Peace. *hugs and snuggles*

2003-01-14T20:29:00.000-06:00

Have you and Emmett been having problems sweetie? ::pokes:: please tell me if you two are.. I'd like to help you. Yes, Ben and I are good, I got him sick, I'm sick.... my grandma went in for emergency surgery today.. life sucks.

2003-01-14T15:17:00.000-06:00

Best of luck, anemia sucks. My week has been full of sickness, so I haven't been on much. Mostly sleeping. Anyway, I had another pregnancy scare two days ago. I was so surre this time! I guess I'm a little over-anzious, but still. Emmett is as sick as can be, and I'm just really tired. More than likely I will be on here more... but if you see me on AIM it's more than likely a fluke or something.

Anyway... much love and best of luck to you... hope you had fun with your friend! I hope everything works out for you and this... guy. Yeah, I think you told me his name but I forgot.

Sorry I haven't been on here more. Hugs and loves always Mina-kun.

2003-01-13T19:49:00.000-06:00

Well, I'm holding up my end of this, I've been checking for a post from you....
Anyways, I have strep... and I'm going in for bloodwork on Wed to see if I'm anemic.... wish me luck?

2003-01-09T22:35:00.000-06:00

Dinner was awsome, I actually *cooked* ::giggles:: It was sooooo awsome. ::sigh happily:: It was sweet, I found the most beautiful purple rose that I gave to him, and it was cndle-lit.... and he was so adorable.... and- and- :;sigh:: So happy. I'm glowing.. And tomorrow I'm going out with a friend that I haven't seen since May 3 of this past year. So that'll be interesting. I guess he's gone completely raver.... and I'm almost completely goth >.<; Interesting indeed. Wish me luck!

2003-01-09T14:15:00.000-06:00

*gags* Sounds so sweet my teeth are flalling out. I couldn't stay awake to save my soul last night, so I wasn't on AIM actively. Emmett used the computer most of the night to play Diablo while I slept on his lap. It was so cute, lol. Anyway, I'm posting everyday as well. No, Emmett didn't tell me about the tractor, but he told me about the Air Force base near there. I don't know if he was ever there, but he knows about it. He knows about most of the bases in the US... and out. He's been a little bit of everywhere, lol. Okay, let me know how the dinner thing went. *huggles* Love ya.

2003-01-07T22:27:00.000-06:00

Wow.... It's on national news? ::blink:: huh? How? Lesse' I'll try to post once a day. I have to bookmark this and put up a sticky note! ^.^; Tomorrow I may not post, Ben's comming over and I'm cooking him dinner and we're going to have a romantic night together. ::smiles::

2003-01-07T21:58:00.000-06:00

Yeah, lol, Emmett just told me about it. Explosions are scary... damn tractor. *shakes fist*

Anyway, I'll start posting lyrics... I have going through my mind right now, but it's romantic... a song from Emmett to me. *sighs dreamily* Sure it's Backstreet Boys, but God it's perfect... anyway, start posting more, lol. Daily shouldn't be too hard... and let me know how you're doing, okay?

I'm busy getting my finals done, and good shit like that. Tomorrow, next week... I'm finally getting shit done and hopefully I will be alright with gardes and all. I'm so happy, I'm scaring myself, lol.

Peace love and chocolate chip cookies girl. *hugs*

2003-01-07T21:55:00.000-06:00

::giggles:: oooooh. Lyric posting. Fun!!! I wonder if I have any random lyrics to post..... hmm.... None at the moment. So tonight there was a loud explosion close to my house... it was scary...... Found out a tractor blew up.. I thought we were going to die, there's an airforce base near here... so it was scary....

2003-01-04T21:03:00.000-06:00

Yes, yes it did... isn't that when all good new things should start? At the very beginning... it reminds me of that song from "Anastasia"...

If I can find the lyrics, I'll post them. They are turly fitting. ::smiles::

2003-01-03T01:06:00.000-06:00

A brave new beginning... Full of.... New beginnings. ::sigh and grin:: And it happened at the beginning of a new year.

2003-01-03T00:54:00.000-06:00

Here we are... a brave new beginning, ne?